Wednesday, August 29, 2007

i am well aware...

as a human i have become well aware of the fact that i will forever be misunderstood and that i will forever misunderstand others...probably you in fact. so forgive me in advance. this is not to say that my actions based on my understanding [or should i say misunderstanding] should be excused, not by any means. what it does mean though is that i am aware of one of my many weaknesses. This one, unfourtunately is inevitable. well its late now and my mind is wandering so i'll either come back to this thought or who knows...it could be the end of it. if i were really lucky it would be one of those thoughts that could have changed the world if it had ever gotten finnished. wouldnt that be inspiring to find out after you were taken away into eternity that an idea (not of my own, for it is often forgotten that there is NOTHING new under the sun and that every idea is inspired by another idea and usually mimicks it quite a lot) that you took the time to type out could have changed the world if i'd ever been completed either on paper or in your mind, which would consequently run over into your heart and perhaps cause a life to be changed....my life, your life. are you following me? i'm not sure if i'm even following myself tonight.
love love love

7 comments:

pio said...

My Dearest Maddison,
Thank you for posting yet another brilliant blog. (no comment nessesary) About being misunderstood, between me and you, I believe it's true, for lack of identical characters. Although I find that in our case, it is mostly you that misunderstands me. That is not to say that it is a bad thing, or a fault, or a point I'm trying to get across. Just a fact. Another fact is this: Until now, I believe that everything I just said is true. But also, I misunderstand you. I don't realize it right now, but the fact that you made it clear that you will be misundstood brought me to the conclusion that I'm not as aware of people as I think I am. This brings me to another thought: I would like to get to know you better. Much better, so much so that it goes beyond finishing your sentences, but that someday I can so thoroughly know you that I understand what makes you burn, what motivates you, what experiences and ideas influence your decisions. I've decided upon this moment that my ideas of life, my reasons for living and making a difference are completely different from yours, yet yours are just as true as mine. You don't lack the passion-driven nature I'm drawn too, you just manifest it differently. What I want from you is to understand your passion, link it to mine, and start to realize the similarities. This will make us better friends. A question: When do you wanna chill with me?

Anonymous said...

hey did you post this after i left last night? by the way this is nat, your bf. and who is pio??? hust curious. love you bunches and bunches!

natalie said...

i love you maddi.

Anonymous said...

HEY MADDISON!!! POST ANOTHER BLOG ALREADY!!!!!

Natalie said...

Whoever that last anonymous person was, i agree. POST ANOTHER BLOG ALREADY!!! i luv you dearest!

Oh! Maddi said...

lol...okay okay! i'll try to find some time.
maddi

natalie said...

don't find time, make time!
...Loves