Do you ever get an overwhelming feeling of being stuck with yourself? Where ever we run, wherever the sun finds us when it rises, we remain bound to oursleves. this happens day after day after day. i have so many voices dividing my soul, each one fighting for a place. Yelling to be heard. Why am i so divided against myself? i am polluted. i feel like a failure until i become one, then all the entropy finally dies down. but as i've heard, the truth will set you free. This is what i am living for, the freedom of my soul. none of the diversions of the world offer me any peace or unity. praise God that i have caught glimpses of the truth, and thats where i am running. I know of only one who can lead me on.Love Love Love.
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Yup... I know what you're talking about... sometimes, I feel like I'm just stuck with myself and every which way people see me is what I'm stuck with. I don't know, I feel really ugly sometimes and I know that people see me that way. And it sucks that I'm stuck with that. And I want so desperately for them not to see me tht way. Especially certain people. I know that if they are disappointed with me, I'm 100 times more. But somehow, we have to learn to live with ourselves and know that there's a reason we're here. You know?
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Well I'm not who I thought I was, twenty four hours ago. But I can't sing, so I'm stuck. I know the feeling of being stuck with your reputation and your body. Why can't we just take a vacation sometimes and be someone else? Why can't we hide from those people we've hurt so they can't recognize us? I need a shower.
OH My Gosh! seriously...i need to know who you are? a name please! lol...yeah, i just took a shower...it felt great!
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