fail and fail again

Another sunrise. Another failure. Another whirlwind. Another try.

Another sunrise. Another failure. Another whirlwind. Another try.

Another sunrise. Another failure. Another whirlwind. Another try.

we just eat, sleep and repeat, eat, sleep and repeat, eat, sleep and repeat.

will i ever learn from my mistakes? life is certainly not what i thought it was yesterday, and i am not who i thought i was 24 hours ago either. But, will it provoke change? maybe, maybe not....it depends on me. Am i willing to admit that i am wrong? to be humble and content knowing that i am not in control? really, i should be thankful that i am not in control...i have so much freedom because i cant change what happens in my life...God has taken care of it. he knows every word i say before i say it, he knows every step i take before i take it, he knows the very breath that will be my last. does he not look after the sparrow? so, what do i have to complain about? nothing....nothing at all. I mean seriously, if God has the perfect plan, who am i to grumble about it...its all for my own good anyways.

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