i am well aware...

as a human i have become well aware of the fact that i will forever be misunderstood and that i will forever misunderstand others...probably you in fact. so forgive me in advance. this is not to say that my actions based on my understanding [or should i say misunderstanding] should be excused, not by any means. what it does mean though is that i am aware of one of my many weaknesses. This one, unfourtunately is inevitable. well its late now and my mind is wandering so i'll either come back to this thought or who knows...it could be the end of it. if i were really lucky it would be one of those thoughts that could have changed the world if it had ever gotten finnished. wouldnt that be inspiring to find out after you were taken away into eternity that an idea (not of my own, for it is often forgotten that there is NOTHING new under the sun and that every idea is inspired by another idea and usually mimicks it quite a lot) that you took the time to type out could have changed the world if i'd ever been completed either on paper or in your mind, which would consequently run over into your heart and perhaps cause a life to be changed....my life, your life. are you following me? i'm not sure if i'm even following myself tonight.
love love love

microwaves or brainwaves

So, i had this thought the other day, it was really odd...as well as thought provoking. i had just made myself a steamer and as i was heating it up in the microwave when i was hit by an innocent thought. every time i stand in front of the microwave and watch the minutes on the panel dissapear i have just wasted precious, precious time. time that is not only void of all meaning or purpose, but time i've spent performing an act which i dont even enjoy performing. anyways, the challenge? well its certainly not to do something instead of watching the microwave as you heat up whatever it is that suits your fancy, if thats what you think, you've totally missed my point. but the challenge to those who take it is to think about the fact that every moment you spend, no matter what you spend it on, or whether its a moment or a lifetime is irreplacable and unatainable after the fact. its a sobering thought to me. to some of you though, it may just roll off your shoulders because you are to busy enjoying the pleasures of life to give any thought to the eternity that you will be spending in one place or the other...
just food for thought.

to capture a moment....